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Monday, May 25, 2009

everything seems better just a moment ago.
but now, im still crying .
i believe the lies, and ignored the truth .
im angry, frustrated, sad, dissappointed...... this mixture of feelings are the toughest that i'm going through in my life right now ..
im crying continously .. i dont blame anyone except me.. my stupidity .
ouh allah , please help me go through this times with ease .
i cannot take it any longer .
why am i so soft hearted ?
now im regretting ...
i may smile everytime , but deep inside only god knows...
i just need the truth , nothing else but the truth ...
='(


i cant deny that i truly love him , but why do i have to go through all this ?
this post may seems so emo to you people, but i dont fcuking care ....











xoxo


sing
this
lie
that's
halfway
mine