Something stupid happen today . And im so not gonna do it again i swear !



Well he got to know i went somewhere the other time , when i already told him that im not going.

So... the thing is i LIED to him . And the beans were spilled right from my mouth. =.=''

Ouh well, he got mad (who wouldnt) ! its like a sudden blow for him !

basically i just kept quiet ..cos i know i'll cry if i were to talk to him .. (shuddup,i dont need comments) .. or its just gonna be a world war 1000 for us..

this is not the first time i made stupid mistakes ! and i admit it.. countless times !

and so we kept quiet for a long time ... AND

... he looked up at me and said ................... *swallow my saliva* ...

"i want a break" .. at first i didnt quite hear what he said .. the second time he said again.. i swear my heart was like going crazy..my blood was gushing everywhere..my brain shut down..my eyes enlarged..my body stiffen..and i was left speechless !!

there's a little voice going ''OH-OH'' .. swear !

GUESS WHAT ?!! the second time he said , ''i wanna break .. followed by all my shocking reaction.... and then he HAPPILY SAID .... WITH KITKAT !!!!!

i was like thank god it was just a freaking joke !!!!!!!!

although i feel like pinching him !! and he was like smiling .. saying this and that ..

the most sweetest part of all .... when he told me this ..

''dont worry, i'll love you no matter what okay ? promise me you wont do it again okay '' ..

i've never come across a guy who really really really really really really can tahan with me and my behaviour ..

i thought he will give up on me right that instance !



I REALLY WANNA LAST WITH HIM ! ALTHOUGH, NOBODY WANNA SEE US TOGETHER !

i love you syed al-umar dinar ! im sorry that i lied to you ! really am !

my boyfriendddddd !! =)

please allah dont separate us !

korang tak faham perasaan aku ! ive never felt this way before !

heheh.

you're the best dearest .