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Monday, March 29, 2010

First, Masjid Sultan
Second, Shisha place
Third, Fort Canning
Places with memories .
and nobody can replace the one who was always there for me.
the one who makes me feel comfortable.
the one who would text me without fail, every single afternoon and night before sleeping, when its already expected i will ONLY reply when i feel like it.
the one , who would always sing for me to sleep when asked too.
[Suara,ku berharap, Penantian etc etc etc]
the one who was always there to layan me, whenever i called.
the one, who never gave up on me

BUT SADLY NOW, the one just dont bother.
well the saying goes , its just an easy thing to do to fall in love, but to run away from it, its as good as hell.
yes i know , nobody is perfect . but i always tried very hard to be perfect for you.
to try to look beautiful for you.
to try to treat you nicely,afraid to lose you.
willing to sacrifice anything for you.
willing to keep quiet, just to not hurt you when you already did hurt me; putting that fake smile on my face, swallowing the sadness on my own.
sincerely forgive you for everything that you have done.
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I will always remember this , " WHAT WAS EVERYTHING IS ALWAYS NOTHING WHEN ITS GONE "

i guess everything is gone now.
i swear i will not get into a relationship after this for awhile.
this is going take a long time for the heart to heal.
i love you, my EX-SUARA.
thanks for all the memories made.
May you be blessed with all the wonderful things in life.
future beautiful girlfriend maybe ?
and i miss your parents and sister.
i dont know how on earth im going to communicate with them now.
Terima kasih Cinta .
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what's left now ? only MEMORIES of you and me.

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Its just me now, and no one else .

yours truly.

lots of love,

Haidarnurwani

xoxoxo



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